Saturday, February 10, 2007

Your Thoughts?

Whatever the tabloids/authorities finally claim as the cause of death of Anna Nichole Smith, my personal belief is that she died of a broken heart. I'm not saying drugs didn't contribute, they likely did, remember she fell in the bathtub/shower stall just hours before and that suggests a drug-induced state. However, I think ever since her son died she has gone steadily downhill. She has not shown herself to be the kind of person that could cope with such a tragedy. And there are whisperings that it was her constant companion, H.K. Stern who provided the drugs to both her and her son. Add a few lawsuits, and that she probably didn't even know who fathered her baby girl....well, let's just say that she had enough grief and trouble in her life, and for an addict, that just smooths the road to self-destruction. As Tony said when his friend fell off the bridge in Saturday Night Fever, "There are ways of killing yourself without killing yourself. " Did the amount needed to kill the pain help her to slip away from her world of pain and sorrow? I think one of the thoughts to come out of this tragic event is that you have to live for yourself. If she didn't build strength and meaning into her life, and further weakened her coping ability by taking illegal drugs, how could she survive such a loss without taking more drugs? I think her heart was so broken she didn't care how many drugs it took, or how they might interract, she just wanted to escape the pain. And she did. I wasn't personally a fan, however, I believe what John Donne said, "No man is an island." She was human, a mother, a person with a heart and a soul who lived very much in the limelight, so you can't help but have feelings about it, and an opinion.

1 comment:

bunnyjo georg said...

When Brandie fell in the shower last summer, the doctors in the ER figured she had been slightly dehydrated and her blood sugar was low. Combined with the high heat of the shower, the blood rushed to her head and made her pass out. The same thing could have happened to Anna Nicole. And add to that her obvious drug addictions, and it is not surprising she passed out in the shower. Now, if she was dehydrated, that could have contributed to her death, as well. She could have gotten low on potassium and so caused a cardiac arrhythmia and eventual arrest. Who knows. I must admit, though, it doesn't look too good for Howard K. Stern. First he offs the adult kid so the inheritance doesn't go to him...and then offs Anna Nicole, ensuring *his* daughter inherits all the loot - and thus lines his own pockets. It might be moider most foul!